When I started Stargate, I got the
part, I was sooo
thrilled to have this incredible
character, to be playing someone in the military and I had so
much respect, to be playing someone who’s so smart and so liberated
and… I thought, “Yes!”

I had two weeks to move from Toronto to
Vancouver. I flew out there, I had my first wardrobe fitting. And one
of the things that was in… the thing that was in the
wardrobe room was a very low-cut tank top and a push-up bra…

And I turned to the costume designer –
whom I’ve worked with since, who’s wonderful – and I said, “What…
What is this?”
And she said “Well, they wanna see
what you look like in it.”
And I said, “…but this… nobody
in the military, no captain in the US airforce would wear
this… while her male counterparts are wearing crew neck T-shirts
and… I c… I… I can’t do it!”
And she said, “Well, they just wanna
see what you look like and take a picture and…”

I was like “…”

And I panicked because I
thought I have just been given this amazing opportunity – I
didn’t know it would last 10 years but I knew it was gonna
be a kick-ass show – and I was like… “I can’t do it…”

And I started to cry and I said, “You
have to go upstairs and tell them I’m not doing it. And if it means
that they recast the part then recast the part but you’ve cast a
smart woman and you’ve cast somebody who’s never
tried to get a job based on her looks or her body. I’ve always
played strong, smart women, I… I can’t do it. So if they wanna
recast the part I totally get it but I’m not playing that
version of this character.”

But I’m saying this while I’m
blubbering because I’m suffering that I’ve just lost maybe the
best job of my career…

And so she said, “Okay” and I said,
“I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’ve never
been difficult, I don’t… but I can’t do that!”

So she went upstairs and she came back
down and she said, “Okay, no problem.”
And I said, “Okay, so what’s my
And she said, “Well…”
And I said, “Just… What are the guys

So she handed me a black T-Shirt and
the BDUs, which is what my character would wear in the field with her
male counterparts, and that’s where we went from there.

But that to me was the defining moment

And I still cry about it
because I still remember that young woman on the verge of breaking
into the… new something big, being petrified that she was gonna
loose it, but… I knew that I couldn’t play the TNA version of Sam

And to the powers-that-be, great
credit, I don’t think that it was Brad or Jonathan or Rob or any of
those guys who were asking for it, I think it might have been, you
know, much higher up.
But to their great credit they were like, “No,
absolutely not. She’s… okay, whatever she’s comfortable in.”

And… thank God that they went that
But that was… that was one of the defining moments.

~ Amanda Tapping ~
Shore Leave 2013

I did not think I could love this woman more.

I was wrong.


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