the “call mom” reminder from my task app is the most predictable one, that I still don’t know what to do with. so far my reaction has been to hit the “completed” button and then cry a lot.
that’s been my Sunday morning, every fucking Sunday this year – except for yesterday, that is, when, during my rewatch of season 2 of Sense8, we got to the “Will’s dad is dying” scene and I completely lost my shit. partly because losing a parent sucks so very much, but also partly because Will’s grief looked a lot like mine, and also partly because Will got to say goodbye to his dad, albeit through Riley, which led to MORE feels because Riley didn’t get to say goodbye to her husband or child in season one, and in fact I made a button with her quote “Death doesn’t let you say goodbye” which I can barely even think about anymore without choking the hell up. someone ordered one the other day & it took me about three times as long to make that stupid button because my face kept leaking.
I still don’t know what to do about my “call mom” reminder. I miss her so much, I want to call her all the time, and get pretty choky every time I have that thought.
from Tumblr https://suriel.tumblr.com/post/170007244442